Sleep

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 02:15:37 GMT

the other day jenna and i drove to chicago
then got lost in chicago
then rode in a taxi with some crazy foreigner
then ate some pizza

how badass is that

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 15:47:19 GMT

just another attempt

Wed, 09 Dec 2009 09:03:37 GMT

All the fires of destruction are still
Burnin' in my dreams
There's no water that can wash away
This longin' to come clean

wrong

Wed, 09 Dec 2009 08:37:24 GMT

I still remember that day
like the day that I said that I swear
"I'll never hurt myself again"
but it seems that I'm deemed to be wrong
To be wrong
to be wrong

Gotta keep holding on.

Sun, 06 Dec 2009 02:30:02 GMT

i got my car back!
also the furnace in the house works!
WOOHOOO

also also
we still cant find the attic

Tue, 01 Dec 2009 15:52:21 GMT

i want my car back.

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 20:01:21 GMT

i took my EMT exam
how crazy is that

dunno if i passed yet
i know i havent studied for more than a year
but i think i did okay

things with the house are shaping up
gonna get the key tomorrow i think

now i have the rest of the day to sit around
i almost wish i could go to work so i wouldnt have to sit around and worry

already finished my christmas shopping almost
got some sweet stuff
but spent way too much
as per usual

watchin the animal planet and contemplating life
hyenas are way so much more cuter than i really gave them credit for
that would be the most bad ass pet ever
if anyone broke in theyd get their face ripped off

the black rabbit me and jake own is runnin around
keeps sniffing me

thinking about being a vet but i dont wanna check out pet buttholes all the time
thinkin bout technician but they prolly have to look at even more butts

i dont really wanna check out butts is basically what im sayin here
and thats a start

also if you havent seen the black n white night of the living dead
i recommend you change that

also also Weird al will be working with rifftrax (the guys from MST3K)
they are doing a live show.. AMC will be showing it if anyone wants to go with me its prolly around ten or more bux but its worth it i saw the last one they did and it was amazing
BUT THIS ONE HAS WEIRD AL!!!!!

http://www.ncm.com/Fathom/Comedy/RiffTrax_Xmas.aspx

Mon, 16 Nov 2009 22:51:00 GMT

sometimes I unwind
look back to the passing of time
sometimes I feel
those days become unreal
our lives are fashioned by things that come from outside
control so indirect we don't even realize
someday my instincts will be things I can trust
someday too much conditioning could make me self destruct
someday I'll fall back on values I've created in time
someday I'll have the chance to take back what's mine

Operation Ivy

hope is a dish best served anytime

Sat, 14 Nov 2009 05:28:12 GMT

Seems like everywhere I look these days shit is changing...
and fast.
time seems to be stuck on fast forward

I'm prayin' though that everyone can keep hangin' on by their fingernails,
because maybe someday it'll be worth it.

party later?

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 12:33:36 GMT

We are the facilitators of our own creative evolution.
~Bill Hicks

Saw Fourteen-teen

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 22:18:16 GMT

if i see one more freaking saw commercial im going to puke in a manila envelope and send it to lionsgate. seriously id rather watch just about any other commercial saturated with fake tits and mcfries and unhappy consumers finally finding that one special product that makes their lives all sunshine and sparkles.... and all the rest of medias fancy little attempts at my subconscious drive for that matter.
did you know that the big businesses spend pretty pennies on research that focuses primarily on how to control you and your mind instead of on the quality of the product? Fancy that.

Art hardly exists anymore. Who's got the blackest heart? you will succeed.

Watching television is like taking black spray paint to your third eye.
(Bill Hicks)

I reject your reality and substitute my own.
(Adam Savage)

this kid melted my face off

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 15:20:38 GMT

score

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 00:25:22 GMT

My Hero

Sat, 03 Oct 2009 17:19:44 GMT

Mon, 28 Sep 2009 02:50:03 GMT

nothing can control you in your efforts to eradicate the obstacles to your progress. no force internally or externally can thwart your karma.

~ http://www.Unamerican.com

Sun, 27 Sep 2009 21:59:43 GMT

the word pizzazz pisses me off

civilization

Fri, 04 Sep 2009 16:11:04 GMT

diamonds are just rocks we warehouse up somewhere so we can pretend they are precious
its easy to corall a social race by threatening it with unpopularity

thank god for language

the american way

Mon, 24 Aug 2009 14:04:19 GMT

i try really hard to stop myself from asking
is this really where im supposed to be

so then i turn on the tv
and everythings okay again

Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday

the end of this kind of inspiration

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 02:03:02 GMT

blood red reminders
still imbedded in the cracks of my hands

the time has finally come
to let them fade away
lest i also manage to betray my present
and my future

my dreams will always succumb
to little snippets of self-hatred
and self-mutilation
not only as punishment
but also as prevention

i am finally convinced
that i can again be trusted
that i'll never understand why
that what's important is now

the lesson has been learned
in the cruelest ways i could come up with
and i've done the best job
that i could have done

thank you for believing in me
even before i could

5 years

Tue, 04 Aug 2009 14:23:13 GMT

I'm such an emotional packrat

Mon, 03 Aug 2009 13:57:59 GMT

i had a dream i was a stand up comedian
it was great

but i know if i tried it here id probably get all lame and awkward

its something to think about =)

Sat, 18 Jul 2009 23:11:28 GMT

so i got some pictures and a garbage bag full of hooker cards

booya

Wed, 15 Jul 2009 16:41:31 GMT

I'm going to Nevada today until Tuesday

jus thought u might wanna know

the foo foo fighters

Sun, 28 Jun 2009 21:32:18 GMT

Patience my dear
We could spend a lifetime waiting here
Maybe this time
I hope I get the chance to say goodbye

Wake up it's time
We need to find a better place to hide
Make up your mind
I need to know I need to know tonight

Wed, 24 Jun 2009 15:58:16 GMT

my uncle roberts living with us now
they want to ditch Spot
shes quiet and sick and she just lays around anyways
i bought these weird tip things you glue on cat claws
i hope itll be enough for them to let me keep her

it's too dang ass hot around here
but im going to vacation in Nevada
i make so much sense

i still wanna move to alaska for some
weird reason i just think its an awesome place to go
like screw you guys im goin to alaska

i dunno i slept four hours
then had to wake up to talk to policers about getting some records
and it was this middle aged chick with feathered hair
who was a total prick by the way why cops gotta be so pissy
when you ask them to do thier jobs?
I PAY TAXES DAMMIT
and ive payed like a thousand dollars in tickets n shit
so they can all kiss my ass

so now i gotta wait around until three cuz my boss wants me to go in for him
and i got school tomorrow but its really boring
i dunno where this is going i really dont

i went to midnight showing of transformers 2 with a shit ton of people from high school it was cool to see them

ok i think im done =)